Today

Well I thought today would have been good but, Jessie couldn't come over because my dads being a fuckin ass hole again. HE thinks I'm just trying to get my way but Im not Jessie needs me right now and I can't be with him and that upsets me. But I got a way for pay back I'm doing everything my dad hates me to do. When I got home I went straight outside to the woods without a single word to him, then I stayed out there and went to the railroad tracks.I contemplated running away just to see Jessie and well to gewt away from this place finially but, I thought better of it.Ok back to the list when he called me after I had been out there for an hour I didn't answer the phone and I know he can't stand that. Then finially when I did answer him and he told me to hurry back I took my own sweet time about doing it, and just now as soon as I came into the house I went in his room and got straight on the internet where I am now typing. It's funni cuz he's gonna get this until he thinks about what he's done and appologizes to me!I may be acting bitchy but, trust me even though I can't give you the exact details I have a very good reason to be, and no I'm not on my period!Ok I gotta let out some more frustration on something so Ill write l8er.
Leira